One thing you never want to wake up to is your mom crying . That's what I woke up to today. My grandpa whose been living with us for the past four years passed away this morning, and I'm still in shock that tears can't even come to my eyes. I LOVE my grandpa so much and I'm so sad to know he's gone. I feel guilty that I haven't spent MORE time with him. I'm overcomed with so many emotions but i KNOW he's in a better place. Away from pain and suffering and living up with our loved ones. I'm never gonna forget my GRANDPA :'( i miss you , I love you && I will never forget you!
!As I look up to the skies above
As I look up to the skies above,
The stars stretch endlessly--
But somehow all those rays of light
Seem dimmer now to me.
As I watch the morning sun appear,
The shadows still don't fade—
As if the brightest light of all
Was somehow swept away.
Though I see the branches swaying,
And watch their dancing leaves--
The echoes carried on the wind
Don't sound the same to me.
As I listen to the morning birds
Sing softly from afar--
It seems to be a mournful tune
That echoes in my heart.
Another day has come again,
As time moves surely on--
But nothing now seems quite the same,
To know that he is gone.
The days and weeks and months ahead
Will never be the same--
Because a treasure beyond words
Can never be replaced.
The loss cannot be measured now,
The void cannot be filled--
And though someday the grief may fade,
His mark will live on still.
For even with my heavy heart,
I know that I've been blessed
To have been one who's life he touched
With warmth so infinite.
I wish I could have spent more time with him as well!!! Its so funny because the last time I seen him he was telling me how I need to move back to Cali to be around family because thats important! I told him I didnt like it out there but I will come and visit here and there!! I was so sure I would see him this Thanksgiving for the family reunion eating thing you guys do every year, and its so sad that I didnt come around as much as I should of!! It is hard to hear your mom cry, I too did wake up to that as well. Send my love to everyone there and hopefuly I make it out there next week!!Love ya,
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