Thursday, June 4, 2009

i love and miss my grandpa !


It's been almost two weeks since my Grandpa passed and I thought things get easier with time.. If you been to my house you know my problem. To get to my room you have to go through another room...my grandpa's.... Each and everytime I walk through I look at his bed still there.. with no one in it. with his TWO lights still there ( not on ) . all of his stuff there , but not him. Every morning I wake up to silence, when I had gotten used to listening to Country music blasting from his t.v. At 10 I dont here " WELCOME TO THE PRICE IS RIGHT..COME ON DOWN " because no one is watching it anymore. I don't here " CALL GSN LIVE RIGHT NOW FOR YOUR CHANCE TO WIN " because no one is watching that channel anymore. I don't hear my granpda say " HELLO MENNO" because...he's not here anymore. and i MISS HIM SO MUCH !. SOSOSOSOSOSOOSOSOSOSO MUCH :'( and although life is slowly getting back to normal , in the back of my head i cant help but think of him ! i misss him so much and love him ! i will NEVER EVER forget my granpda. I will never forget : taking him to his appointments in carson and compton. putting his wheelchair into the back of the yukon. him giving us our "lunch" money lol. and our "mcdonalds" money . :D i will never forget making his tea everynight at 8 , so he can drink it while watching Walker, Texas Ranger. I will never forget doing his back when it hurt. I will never forget taking the hose and watering his BAJILLION plants. I will never forget doing his phone cards so he can call samoa . i will never forget h i m <# i l o v e and miss my granpda frost . always in my heart. i LOVE you grandpa :)

1 comment:

  1. I'm sorry Meno!! I hope that sometime soon it gets a little easier for you! I dont know how you feel so I'm not going to even bother, all I know is that I'm here if you need someone to talk to !! Love ya
    Lala

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